An American Sound

 

“For it is a nostalgic, and intensely

American sound, and one that goes back,

as we find nearly everything precious does,

to childhood.”

Donald Culross Peattie

            The naturalist Peattie is describing the sound of a whippoorwill he hears late at night out in the fields near his home. For me, the “most American sound” among birds, even yet, is the call of the mourning dove (Zenaida macroura). A bird about the same length as a ruler. A body with pleasing rounds and angles. A tapered tail that, when spread, opens into a sheath of multi-colored feathers, white-tipped with black spots. A luminescent beauty patch beneath the eye, the cheek, that shines in the sunlight when the bird turns its curious head. A velvety sky-blue lining around the eyes. A native species edged out now by the larger Eurasian Collared-Dove (Streptopelia decaocto), that appeared in our area about ten years ago—and whose calls sound like a loud mouth in a crowd (and there are so many now, both avian and human). Or a crazy woman, locked in an attic. Nothing soothing about them. All clamor. Opposite in every way to the cool, calm call of the mourning dove.

 

            I dislike waking suddenly—a feeling that also goes back to childhood when my father thought the only way to wake children for school was with a vigor that bordered on the obnoxious. He would fairly burst open the door of my bedroom. If he knocked first (a protocol he and my mother insisted upon otherwise), he pounded. And he was already hollering from the hallway: “Time to get up!” Morning after morning, such a rude awakening. And if I didn’t respond quickly enough, to his way of measuring, he flicked the bedroom light off and on. To this day, my aversion to overhead lighting remains profound. Once, thinking he didn’t have my attention, he threw a marble at me. Where he got a marble at 6:30 in the morning I’ll never know. It missed my head, but dented the wall behind me.

            It would have done no good to tell him that all his raucous ways were not as effective as the recording of a mourning dove’s call would have been. A softer approach. A small rap at the bedroom door, just saying, not shouting, that it was time to rise and shine. Even a gentle “C’mon, kiddo, it’s time to get up,” would have done it. Although I also know that, on his father’s side of the family, at least, it was believed that you couldn’t be taken seriously unless you were stern and loud.

           

            The mourning doves are here now. In spite of their many collared cousins, a few of them prevail. They’ll stay for about another month, until the first frost drives them farther south, to Texas and beyond, where hunting seasons will further decrease their populations. Some few will over-winter, but not many. Those that remain will be quiet. But for now, lucky for me, the mourners perch in the Colorado blue spruce tree outside my bedroom window and wake me, easily and gently, a little before dawn. I’ll lie there and listen as I awaken more fully into the day, into consciousness, with a smile on my face. Theirs is the voice of ancient time, brought forward across millennia. Before we were, they were. I like to hear it.

 

            And of course, those long memories prevail, from the growing-up years in Nebraska. Mourning doves at sunrise and sunset. And all day long. Out along the country roads in summer, as we made our way to and from our favorite fishing spot. Or to and from visiting friends. The long tail of dust rising behind us like that of an imaginary bird: a prairie phoenix. And then ahead, suddenly, always the inevitable real bird in the road. Invisible until the last minute. Same color as the road and the dust. And though not a fast flyer, always able to lift out of the way at the last moment.

A stubborn grey dove

picks wheat grains

from the road

feels the honking car

flaps two sluggish wings

to avoid tires

Ooh a

            Ooh a

                        Ooh

illustration by Rodney Charles Brito

illustration by Rodney Charles Brito

July

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From: The Book of the Yard: July 10

July

The summer heat has arrived for its three-week stint, to lay its flat, dry hand over us, animal, vegetable, and mineral alike. It has stilled the air and seems at times even to have stolen it, leaving us barely enough to utter the two syllables required to say its name: Ju-ly.

The sun has become an unrelenting stare. Rising early, setting late, it seldom blinks through intervening clouds. The lilac leaves, so welcome in late March and April, turn themselves inside out to get away from it. Clematis wilts on the vine. The heart-shaped leaves of the first morning glories do the same.

But in its honor, the daisies have begun to open. Their old name's a word eclipsed from two: day's eye. On each auric face a miniature garden of florets stares back.

The sunflower is the birthday flower for June 30, but July is the month that the nymph Clytie, their mythical counterpart, most embodies them. She stares and stares, that lovestruck girl who cannot avert her eyes or her life from the fiery one who abandoned her. Ah, love.

July makes it too hot even for touch. The slightest drift of fabric on bare skin can be too much. We want cooling, soothing potions and ices, soft winds air conditioned to stream across our fevered skins. Cold compresses and even colder drinks to calm our temperatures and our overheated nerves.

The grass grows dry as straw. Cottonwood leaves curl and fall. The day-lilies wither into a spiral unrecognizable as a flower. The parch of mid-day heat's almost unbearable. And this is not even the full desert, but only its edge. It is almost too hot to complain. Though not quite. Even the stars at midnight crackle as we pass beneath them.

Eagle Grace

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Eagle Grace

Blog #1

 

          As I round the southeast side of Jim Baker Reservoir, I see him standing there on the ice, big and bold as you please. There’s no mistaking an eagle for any other bird here on the water. Even in silhouette, neither the biggest crow—nor raven, either—even comes close. Not this time of year. It’s a bald. Or, if you prefer, Haliaeetus leucocephalus. The angle of the sun changes as I walk. I can see the white head. 

          He’s not afraid of me or the other walkers as we make our rounds of the lake. Of course, being able to stand fifty feet out on the ice helps his courage. No one’s going to risk going out there today; the ice is slightly thick in one place, yet still it’s mostly open water. He needs the open water. For fish—his preferred food—with which this lake is stocked. Although he’ll settle for carrion and road kill if he has to. After all, he and his kin have survived the deadly DDT and other pesticides. They have long lived on the cusp of human cruelty. Now at least, they have some protection, offered by the same species that in the past has worked so hard, yet so effortlessly, to harm them.  

          As I reach the closest point to him, on the east side of the walking path, I stop. And just watch. He sees me, too, though the only acknowledgement he makes is a slight turn of that white head. He’s too far away for me to see the gold of his beak. Or the glint of his eye. No wonder the Roman army chose him as their talisman. Such a regal posture. And such stage presence! I stand still. And stay quiet. Pretend I’m a cottonwood sapling growing up just there, atop the mound of rip-rap that separates the path from what there is of shoreline at this ancient gravel pit. Several years ago, it was made by human hands into a lake, as part of an open space managed jointly by Adams County and the City of Westminster. I stand for many minutes, watching him watch me. 

          I am not romantic about eagles. They’re predatory birds, the epitome of that phrase “Nature red in tooth and claw” that the English poet Alfred Lord Tennyson became famous for (even though others said it before he did). Neither am I “patriotic” about eagles, in one sense of the word. Like Benjamin Franklin, I would much rather have the turkey as our national bird, for lots of different reasons. Be that as it may. I do respect this bird, and realize the symbol of power eagles represent to the natural world—and to so many who honor that power, that world, in far deeper ways. 

   

          After several minutes of determined watching, I go on my way. Leave him in peace. But I can’t help looking back as I walk, rounding to the south side of the lake. I turn my head once, twice—and that second time, my glance is just in time to see him spread those magnificent dark wings, all six to eight feet of them, and hitch a ride on the air above a gallery of bare cottonwoods. At that moment, a second eagle rises and follows. A friend, or his mate? Smaller than he is, certainly. She follows. He drifts and loops above the trees, then crosses Lowell Boulevard as he circles, then drifts, and circles again. There’s an intersection in their lives.

They’re acquainted. 

They dip and rise toward, then away from, one another. He turns. She follows. She turns back, swoops toward him, cuts beneath his wing. He rises and rises, then turns back toward her, moving in a figure-eight around her. They rise higher together, catch an updraft, hold those strong, flat wings steady as they move south over the private lake across the boulevard. Then up and on they go to cross Clear Creek; they turn and follow its thread, still rising. I stand and watch each aerobatic pirouette. For how long I can’t say. If feels as if, for this moment, there are only the three of us in the world; that an animal grace has been bestowed upon me. I learned about grace long ago, during my Catholic school days. We were taught that it was the favor of the divine bestowed upon us. It couldn’t really be earned or increased, our parish priests and nuns insisted, though that’s a debate that still goes on. The world, and the universe that contains it, is the only way I can understand divinity these days. I can’t limit it to a single being or phenomenon. But standing there, staring up until the eagle pair become dark apostrophes in the icy blue of the January sky, I feel the grace of these eagle lives blessing mine.

Have I earned it? I’m not sure. But the sense of its bestowing fills me, stays with me, follows me home.  

 

Sources:

Field Guide to the Birds of North America. National Geographic. Washington, D.C. Third edition. 1987. 

 

“In Memoriam A.H.H.” https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/In_Memoriam_A.H.H.

Accessed January 27, 2019.